So tell me why I should run for cover At the sound of the coming thunder All I hear is the cry of my lover So take your shot I won't turn back ---NeedToBreathe
Seasons come with blessings too rich to count and trials that, if possible, push me into bed, under the covers to stay til safe to come out again. The problem is that fully entering into life brings both the pain and the blessing. They come at me side by side accompanied by each other. I am forced to live life battling my fears, banking on my hope, “But hope that is seen is not hope; for who hopes for what he already sees?”
There are life’s question marks. The death of my father-in law. Miscellaneous stuff. I drive to work with anxiety---assured I will get beat up. Why fret? I am a man loved by my wife, loved by my Jesus, by a daughter and by a rich circle of friends. The anxiety comes. I cling to bible verses. I choose. The new year’s resolutions help.
I’m doing it different. No year’s resolutions. Just January. New goals in February. One month at a time. Not doing a long list (though one exists). Mostly what I can carry in my brain. Not doing the whole Bible in a year. Just Matthew and Mark this month. Not stressing about work-out goals. Just trying to fit it in. Not trying to get it all done. Just moving in a direction. Not perfection. Just more Jesus.
Well I know what's right, I got just one life In a world that keeps on pushin' me around But I'll stand my ground and I won't back down ---Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers